Dats wat i hate about making such harsh gestures

This morning..can u believe, during the assembly theres a few member are not in the group and im one off with the bass drum player..n how do u supposed to play without the drums..so i make Nud the section leader pay the price..of not going to kuantan..but one thing i found n discover they are not dat bad..because..there is still ONENESS in them but then its not enuf for me to take them far from wat they are now..at the end..i let nud go..n Mirza been throw out of the band for good..shes good but with an attitude dan im having problems facing it..n my dear marie is going for Haji kecik..hope shes be ok there..